hi im maeibi/cog and i'm a stupid fucking [cw: slur] queer kid what else do you need to know

i do tend to be a tad bit obnoxious at times, please like clearly state everything (e.g. boundaries, especially those) you want from me because im thicker than a 5-foot wall of pure osmium.
everything below this is just a conglomeration of my thoughts over time. if there's absolutely nothing, it's because absolutely no time has passed since the conception of this site (in its current form).

(p.s.) line breaks imply a gap of time between each, well, line. this is, however does not mean it is separated in concept/idea; e.g. one line can begin a sentence and another can end it.

start of thoughts!